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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist Jeff21/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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I'm an aspiring writer, and I love to draw. Particularly weaponry, and anime. Those are my forte. ;P I'm currently working on a couple novels. They are, as of yet, unfinished, but I hope to get them done soon, and published. :-3

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Welcome to my Hell

Fri Nov 13, 2009, 1:41 AM
The withdrawal is 2 weeks in already....an it's a total nightmare. I've NEVER been so worried and paranoid before. What's worse is, because it's chemical, there doesn't seem to be anything I can do about it. ;___;

It gets better. Because of the withdrawal, I've been so worried lately, against my own will mind you, that I've actually gotten SICK over it. I haven't been able to eat a single bite in nearly 3 days, so my limbs always feel like pudding, I have headaches from not eating, on top of the anxiety, ON TOP OF THE WITHDRAWAL.

Oh it's a blast, believe me. I'm loving it. >_> Especially since I don't really feel like doing much of anything anymore. I just want it to end. I just want to get better. Is that too much to ask? ;___;

  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: Basshunter
  • Reading: Forever Yours
  • Watching: Angel
  • Playing: Nutin'
  • Eating: Again, Nothing
  • Drinking: COFFEE XD

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Maine
  • Interests: Video Games, Writing, Drawing
  • Favourite movie: Final Fantays: The Spirits Within
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Hikage11 ;)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Soliderside ^^
  • Favourite style of art: Drawing
  • Operating System: Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Shuffle
  • Wallpaper of choice: DMC
  • Favourite game: Devil May Cry 1,2,3,4
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Inuyasha
  • Personal Quote: The Simple Minded Are Easily Amused
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil and paper

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Comments


:iconhiddengems:
Hi there and thanks a lot for the fav on "Music".
:iconblackblood13:
Wow, and your a writer? I have a problem with being really random with events or being to graphic. Then losing my ideas...

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As the pain lessens...
The memory stays....
I will never be the same again...
:icondarkprincekain:
those are nice names. I use whatever I like, or can think of. x3 I'm bad at actually making up names, with the exception of Belzak...there might be a few othrs, but I can't think of them atm. x3
:iconblackblood13:
Wow O.O

These are names I stick with when I write my stories...
Draco
Blake
Blaze
Aiden
Alex
Stark
Luke
Daimon
Damien
AJ
and Jake

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As the pain lessens...
The memory stays....
I will never be the same again...
:icondarkprincekain:
x3

Average, maybe, but I like it. ^^ It's certainly better than something like Albert or Abu, or even Stash. >_> Yes, Abu and Stash are actual names. XD I frequent Babynames alot when I'm having shitty luck coming up with names for my stories. XDDD
:iconblackblood13:
wooooooooow, ditto here. im feelin kinda crappy tho... XP

so your name is Jeff huh? such a average name...

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As the pain lessens...
The memory stays....
I will never be the same again...
:iconblackblood13:
Hey dude, whats up?

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As the pain lessens...
The memory stays....
I will never be the same again...
:iconqueen-and-azriel:
Thank you for the favorite!

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You've been signitureized!
:iconlord-kevinz:
thank you for the fave

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i'm not afraid to die. but i'm afraid to dry./

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